Could i have a disorder?

You know, I think it's amazing how you described the way I feel as well. Sometimes I talk in the mirror about these things and pretend I am talking to a doctor, because I want to know whats wrong with me. I may be 14, and not 16, but I am always doing what you do, and I think about it all the time. "Am I really different? do others do this as well?" And my teacher asked me if my parents said I was intelligently gifted, and I said yes. I always think about why people think I am so smart, even though my grades in school are ping, but terrible. That is due to the fact that I constantly lose papers, forget whats due, or don't know instructions. Half the time I don't even know what the paper is at all. I also love music, my brain can seperate the sounds in songs and listen to them indevidually. It can also warp most souds or voices, slow, fast, ect... The only thing I do not do as you do is the religion thing. I am Christian, but not over the top, I don't really go to church or anything. But I went to the doctor and they said that I have ADD. In your case, the hyperactivity and ysis of people, basically being a distraction, I'd say it may be possible you have ADD, but you are probably just very smart. I am the same way, but I am told by everyone that I am SUPER smart but don't apply myself. It's hard to say, if you get really concerned, just go to the doctor and see what they have to say.